I have been following news of the new Ordinates for Catholics of the Anglican tradition mainly through my reading of articles and links the Young Fogey has posted. I wish these folks well in finding a new home, as I did in the PNCC. I wasn’t fleeing wholesale theological and patristic anarchy as they are, but rather a general weakness in Roman Catholic practice which was a disconnect from all I had learned and knew. It began as an escape, but in the time that passed I realized it had to be a re-evaluation of all I held; it had to be a process of re-education and becoming. That was necessary in order for me to be true to my choice and conscience. I needed to be honest, not just comfortable, rendering more than lip service (Matthew 15:8) to God and the Church. I faced struggles in adapting and in becoming PNCC, and I have to keep old habits and ways of thinking in check to this day.
That said, I offer a few things to consider. I know that the men (AKA bishops) leaving the Anglican Church could care less about my perspective, but here it is:
- It is a conversion. You will not be who you were, nor will you be able, of good conscience, to believe what you believed or practice what you practiced. You will be able to preserve aspects of your patrimony in liturgies and the cycle of prayer, but even they will change. Do you have it in your heart and mind to accept, defend, and teach all that the Roman Catholic Church teaches? Can you work toward that in good faith and be willing to meet the day when you have to admit that what you were was a falsehood? It will take some time to integrate these things into who you are, but you should really be going in as more than just Anglicans getting rid of women bishops. You cannot resign yourselves to being the Anglican version of “Orthodox in Communion with Rome,” accepting and rejecting teaching as you feel is right. You will trip over this stuff almost every day for the rest of your life — a lot in the beginning.
- The PNCC experience with many Anglicans has not been good. They rarely make it in the door because they freely admit they want to be Anglican in all ways, but with valid bishops and orders (of course we will not accept those who do not intend to be PNCC). Of those who do convert, many typically revert because we are simply too Catholic for their taste, or they miss home. Learn from those experiences and avoid the pitfall of tying to justify being in a happy place with few “window dressing” concessions. There is no via media. Cognitive dissonance won’t do you or the R.C. Church any good.
- Can you back the Bishop of Rome as more than that, as your Pope, with full teaching authority and universal jurisdiction, so that when he says, ‘pray it this way,’ you do it that way personal objections notwithstanding? Can you be the new More or Fisher?
- Can you see past smells, bells, pretty architecture, vestments and the like (externals) to the struggles you will face in the very small communities you will administer, who cannot pay for much, who will similarly struggle against their inbred Protestant ‘I’ll be the judge of that’ way of thinking? They may only be able to afford crappy polyester vestments… what then?
- Can you get along with the local R.C. Bishop and Diocesan administration who will act more the pope than the pope, pushing you to prove your loyalty by throwing up obstacles and questions every step of the way? You may appear more Catholic than they externally, but they know the system from the inside, and in the R.C. Church the system and its laws can crush you.
- What do you do when half of those you lead to Rome run back because the trials and work are more than they bargained for? Can you bless them and wish them well in their path to Christ, or will you crucify them as traitors to the cause?
- Can you bear criticism when you cannot marry a parishioner’s half atheist daughter who hasn’t been to church since she was 14, or cannot baptize her child, or when you cannot give someone an annulment for their 3rd serial marriage, or when you cannot commune some in the congregation? How do you explain all those thorny issues after the glamor of venturing out wears off and reality hits home (pickup Monty Python condom sketch). Can you accept pastoring by Canon Law and the Catechism?
- You will need to reflect on your choice of staying for as long as you did, accepting unheard-of innovations while holding your nose. People will call you on that. That acceptance will be used against you by R.C. innovators who will point to your acceptance as proof it can be done (as long as the innovations don’t touch you personally). It will also be used against you by ultra-traditionalists who will ask why women bishops became the final straw. Where were your guts when…
There are well wishers, but perhaps they too should be circumspect, looking beyond the initial rush and hype to the reality that awaits. Are you willing to really change? Seek God’s grace — with that and lots of humility and suffering it is possible. It will be interesting to see.